What will I be?

its only Tuesday.

I have a fun trip to Austin planned for the weekend, but I'm too bogged down with the week to think about it. I've gotten to the point that I don't know how I'll make myself go back tomorrow. May I borrow from Ecclesiastes, and say, "Its all meaningless."

I see the blogs by teachers and stay at home moms, and I'm so jealous. jealous. jealous.

And it makes me wonder, what will I be? Teacher? Or will I work for a non-profit organization (food bank, homeless shelter...)? I'm searching for that job that makes me say, "I get paid for this?"

I know this much, I can't stay stationary all day, I need to help people, and I need interaction in greater quantities.